Just completed 4 freaking papers today. Started 9.30 in the morning, Quarantined in the hall till the next papers starts and we ended at 7.30. 2 tough papers. One at the start of the day and one at the end. Just nice. Was only able to sleep at 5 a.m last night. Too scared to fall asleep worry that I would miss my paper. Thank goodness for my friend who called me up.
C1 was quite fun. Easy. C2 was just about alright. Econs 5B no longer give a sh*t about since my brain refused to think after the first 3 papers. Accounting was hell. Had the formats correct initially, until I thiought too much and changed the freaking answers!!! Why??!!!
Oh well. Best if I hit the sack now. Just too must to take in after today.
Friday, June 5, 2009
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Dreamin' of a song
Just woke up after dreaming I was singing a song in it. A pretty damn good one too. But I only manage to remember some of it. Tjought I post it in my blog first before I decide to scrap the idea totally like always. It goes:
Try to be strong, try to be strong cause I,
Gotta move on, gotta move on, so I
I keep on trying to forget you, but everytime it seems I can't do
Everytime, Everytime I hold you,
This song just plays back in my heart,
Never seems to play to my tune, it just keeps going on till I'm blue.
..................... ( da da da, something)
Chorus
For all that Iam, Iam, Iam,
It just plays in my heart, till I am, Iam, Iam,
Wonderin about the start
So Iam, Iam
Gonna walk with my heart ( Dunno what the words here should be)
Till I am, Iam ready for a new start
Ok just for the record the first 2 verses sounds a lot like T Shirt by Shontelle. Try you write everything that you sang or dreamnt about before. It's not as easy as it sounds. Actually the chorus part is what I vividly remember because it's that part when I woke up and because it's pretty damn easy Besides that's how it really went in my dream. What a waste. Should have continued on dreamng so that I can hear the whole song but oh well. For the first 2 verses, the song sound almost like the T shirt song. It's just that I don't remember how it goes.
Well scrap the first 2 verses then and build on with the chorus. Maybe can create something better (I hope). Any suggestions?
Try to be strong, try to be strong cause I,
Gotta move on, gotta move on, so I
I keep on trying to forget you, but everytime it seems I can't do
Everytime, Everytime I hold you,
This song just plays back in my heart,
Never seems to play to my tune, it just keeps going on till I'm blue.
..................... ( da da da, something)
Chorus
For all that Iam, Iam, Iam,
It just plays in my heart, till I am, Iam, Iam,
Wonderin about the start
So Iam, Iam
Gonna walk with my heart ( Dunno what the words here should be)
Till I am, Iam ready for a new start
Ok just for the record the first 2 verses sounds a lot like T Shirt by Shontelle. Try you write everything that you sang or dreamnt about before. It's not as easy as it sounds. Actually the chorus part is what I vividly remember because it's that part when I woke up and because it's pretty damn easy Besides that's how it really went in my dream. What a waste. Should have continued on dreamng so that I can hear the whole song but oh well. For the first 2 verses, the song sound almost like the T shirt song. It's just that I don't remember how it goes.
Well scrap the first 2 verses then and build on with the chorus. Maybe can create something better (I hope). Any suggestions?
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Cramping it all in
The clock is now showing 9.30p.m.
Books all scattered across the table after being flipped tru since 7 this morning.
I have 4 papers to sit for the day after tomorrow and all 4 requires least 2 to 3 days each to complete. What a steep slope to tread on.
Accounting is like a total foreign subject to me; There's just too much to read and memorise for Economics; Then there is that stupid maths. So many formulas to cramp in. Thank God I managed to finish 2 maths books this morning.
Now my brain just won't accept anyore inputs. No matter how hard I tried, I just can't get round this thick barrier that seemed to engulf every inch of space available in my mind. Feel like learning how to smoke. maybe it could help. Should I? I heard from some that it doesn't work at all. That it's just nonsense. Perhaps I shouldn't.
Just staring at my notes is enough to set my heart pounding and give me cold sweat. Should I give up on accounting and focus instead on the other 2 subjects? At least I can guarantee at least a couple of passes there. But there is still time for me to do something about this. Should I even give up now? No. It's Best not to. As long as there is still time and hope no matter how how small it is, I shouldn't give up. Like what it says on the shirt I'm wearing, "No Path of Flowers Leads To GLORY". And that is what I should do.
Books all scattered across the table after being flipped tru since 7 this morning.
I have 4 papers to sit for the day after tomorrow and all 4 requires least 2 to 3 days each to complete. What a steep slope to tread on.
Accounting is like a total foreign subject to me; There's just too much to read and memorise for Economics; Then there is that stupid maths. So many formulas to cramp in. Thank God I managed to finish 2 maths books this morning.
Now my brain just won't accept anyore inputs. No matter how hard I tried, I just can't get round this thick barrier that seemed to engulf every inch of space available in my mind. Feel like learning how to smoke. maybe it could help. Should I? I heard from some that it doesn't work at all. That it's just nonsense. Perhaps I shouldn't.
Just staring at my notes is enough to set my heart pounding and give me cold sweat. Should I give up on accounting and focus instead on the other 2 subjects? At least I can guarantee at least a couple of passes there. But there is still time for me to do something about this. Should I even give up now? No. It's Best not to. As long as there is still time and hope no matter how how small it is, I shouldn't give up. Like what it says on the shirt I'm wearing, "No Path of Flowers Leads To GLORY". And that is what I should do.
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
What do I have to say?
Nothing really enters my mind now.
All there is is this silent emptiness with a soft but distinct hum.....
Feeling so lost at times, not knowing what to do or where to go.
Annoying really but I just can't get rid of it.
Should I go downstairs to the student lounge? nah, too lazy.
Should I go for a drink at the mamak's? Nah too far
Should I go or a walk? Nah too troublesome.
Should I just watch some movies? Nah, watched them all.
Or maybe just surf the net till I feel better? Just bloody did that.
Perfect. Exam's just a few days away and I'm here staring into the ceiling wondering and dreaming about things. Books right there on the table callng for me to flip tru them. My mind screaming for me to do anything but study. My feeling are just so scrambled I don't even know what to do with it. And there just left my heart, beating at a slow and steady pace. If only there is a switch for me here to turn these feelings all off and just do what I have to do.
All there is is this silent emptiness with a soft but distinct hum.....
Feeling so lost at times, not knowing what to do or where to go.
Annoying really but I just can't get rid of it.
Should I go downstairs to the student lounge? nah, too lazy.
Should I go for a drink at the mamak's? Nah too far
Should I go or a walk? Nah too troublesome.
Should I just watch some movies? Nah, watched them all.
Or maybe just surf the net till I feel better? Just bloody did that.
Perfect. Exam's just a few days away and I'm here staring into the ceiling wondering and dreaming about things. Books right there on the table callng for me to flip tru them. My mind screaming for me to do anything but study. My feeling are just so scrambled I don't even know what to do with it. And there just left my heart, beating at a slow and steady pace. If only there is a switch for me here to turn these feelings all off and just do what I have to do.
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