Cramping it all in

The clock is now showing 9.30p.m.
Books all scattered across the table after being flipped tru since 7 this morning.
I have 4 papers to sit for the day after tomorrow and all 4 requires least 2 to 3 days each to complete. What a steep slope to tread on.

Accounting is like a total foreign subject to me; There's just too much to read and memorise for Economics; Then there is that stupid maths. So many formulas to cramp in. Thank God I managed to finish 2 maths books this morning.

Now my brain just won't accept anyore inputs. No matter how hard I tried, I just can't get round this thick barrier that seemed to engulf every inch of space available in my mind. Feel like learning how to smoke. maybe it could help. Should I? I heard from some that it doesn't work at all. That it's just nonsense. Perhaps I shouldn't.

Just staring at my notes is enough to set my heart pounding and give me cold sweat. Should I give up on accounting and focus instead on the other 2 subjects? At least I can guarantee at least a couple of passes there. But there is still time for me to do something about this. Should I even give up now? No. It's Best not to. As long as there is still time and hope no matter how how small it is, I shouldn't give up. Like what it says on the shirt I'm wearing, "No Path of Flowers Leads To GLORY". And that is what I should do.